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darkdayswemake

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In Your Darkness by darkdayswemake, literature

  • United States
  • Deviant for 20 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
Current Residence: Ohio
Favourite genre of music: Oldies, hard rock, blues, hair metal, grunge.

Favourite Visual Artist
Jhonen Vasquez
Favourite Movies
Interview With a Vampire
Favourite TV Shows
Family Guy, Celebrity Ghost Stories, Merlin, Supernatural.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Flogging Molly, Marilyn Manson, The Decemberists, Godsmack, Metallica, Blues Travelers, Black Label Society, Billy Idol, Elton John, and many more.
Favourite Books
One Door Away From Heaven, Anne Rice novels, Eragon series.
Favourite Writers
favorite poet: Edgar Allen Poe
Favourite Games
I use to really like FF7, World of Warcraft.
Favourite Gaming Platform
Online games
Tools of the Trade
pencil and paper are all I need to make me happy
Other Interests
music and drawing
Im trying really hard to be good but a big part of me doesnt want to. It wants to do the opposite. Its a part of me with more primal instincts and its hard to fight it off now. I cant help but think about that......
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Lying to Myself

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I lied to myself tonight. I told myself that I was going to be ok. I said that I wouldn't cry today but I just can't make myself be strong. I hate this day like I hate it every year. Not to mention things seem like such a mess and my confusion about my whole life is deepening. Alas, I digress. I find the anniversary of my mother's death to be especially hard. No one ever remembers it to begin with. I do but no one else. It's on Randy's birthday, so I feel the need to hide my pain so I don't ruin things for him. In the end I feel alone and hurt. I have no one to talk to about it. I can never tell people how I feel. I have this feeling like I b
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So it's been years since I've wrote a journal on here. I was going through all my journal posts and I can't believe how messed up I was. I don't even remember some of the stuff I was reading about. I must have been such a lonely person to say and do some of the things I did. I see how far I've really come in life. And it's the same with my writing. I have refined my writing style and it's not all woe is me crap anymore. I look back and think "How could I ever have thought I was so ugly?" I was so skinny and beautiful in high school but my personality was so unstable. Now I'm not skinny or that pretty, like I was, but I like myself a lot more.
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*being a smart ass* I think someone needs a cookie
yous hurtsa my bbbrrraaaaiiiinnn!!!
thanx for the favourite!
I apsolutely ADORE your icon. I saw it on betweensmiles list of friends. It's very touching to me. Your poetry is really really spectacular!